Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I AM SO ANGRY... FOR NO REASON. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????
I'm sorry..... should not done that for you have not done anything to cause it. It's my fault. I'm thinking too much. Need to take some time to release all this uneasiness burried within. What to do?
I'm a teacher. I should be better than this. Tomorrow is a new day and I'll try harder to contain my anger and ingat Allah selalu. InsyAllah.

I can do this... Yes..Yes.. Let's pray for a brighter tomorrow!!!


Monday, September 27, 2010

I'm not that desprate. I'm maybe alone and sucker for romantic stories but I'm still a strong, independent, and self-control person. I'm tired of people trying to make fun of my situation. So what if no one wants me, life goes on and so am I, to move forward.
Ha..ha..ha.. I wish...
I'm praying hard for sweet flowers in palm. It migh happen, it might no. But it doesn't mean I should quit. Hoping and keep on hoping is the only way for me to keep this smile on my face. Please, just this once, give me the happiness that I deserves...



Sunday, September 26, 2010

Argh.... stupid phone. It chose a very very wrong moment to be broken. I need my damn phone right now. Since I've spent my entire pay, I have absolutely no money. I'll be 'phoneless' for the whole month. And October has not even begin yet... Why..Why...


Friday, September 24, 2010

A dear friend lost her loved one this morning. My heart goes out to her. I might not understand about losing someone dear but still I'm broken for her. I hope she'll recover soon and be as chirpy as she is.

The thought of being alone freaks me out. It's funny though how the sweet innocent life turns out to be very structured  and lifeless. I guess it's just how life is. Over analysing makes no different. Let's fight for tomorrow. Go go girl!!